I m stressed out!!! What is love??? What is family??? I ve tried my best to distinguish between love, family & career...But, i m only a human...I need support, I need love & I need understanding...Am I asking too much??? I really dunno...My head is filled with question marks!!!
What is love??? Shouldnt it fill with understanding, caring, give in, help & support??? Why??? When I faces pressure, the one I love will add burden to me??? Why??? The one I love will treat me like a slave??? Am I no good??? or am I too childish??? Too childish to love some1 who use my love as a weapon against me??? Control??? Is caring a person categories as CONTROL??? Wanting to know what your love one is doing,is this considered as controlling??? I really dont understand!!! What is behind a gal's mind??? 'what are you doing', is this phrase forbidden in a relationship??? If you love someone, wouldnt you wanting to know everything about him/her??? Is it my fault to know what is happening to the one I love??? Or in fact, I shouldnt love her at all??? Is it unfair for me when only her, got the right to ask, and me, is the one who should keep silent??? Haiz...When will I found my real princess???
What is family??? Will any parents gives their child tons of pressure??? For goodness sake, I m already an adult!!! Why must she keep controlling me??? I ve got reasonable reasons for everything i do...And I ve got the ability to differentiate what is right, and what is wrong!!! I ve grown up, and I ve thing needed to be done, its impossible for me to be by yourside 24hrs a day!!! I ve tried my best to spent time with them, but why still unsatisfied with it??? As a parent, they should understand that when a child grows, you need to loosen your hand and let them walk alone...What they need is support from parents, not controlling...Parents have the most responsibility to make a comfort family...I know that children has their own responsibility too...But its darn hard for a son to do it without the effort from the elder!!! I m tired, need to take a break!!! Life is too precious to be sacrifices at the moment...She just know how to gamble when faces problems, what about me??? What can I do??? Beat them??? Kick their ass up??? Get rid of them??? Or kill them??? What ever is it, they are still my parents...Without them, I wont be writing this now...Haiz...
I think the best way to solve those is by my leaving...I wanted to go a place where I can go on with my life...Somewhere where I can meet my real princess...Somewhere where I can concentrate on my future...Haiz...Can someone give me advise??? Thanks
What is love??? Shouldnt it fill with understanding, caring, give in, help & support??? Why??? When I faces pressure, the one I love will add burden to me??? Why??? The one I love will treat me like a slave??? Am I no good??? or am I too childish??? Too childish to love some1 who use my love as a weapon against me??? Control??? Is caring a person categories as CONTROL??? Wanting to know what your love one is doing,is this considered as controlling??? I really dont understand!!! What is behind a gal's mind??? 'what are you doing', is this phrase forbidden in a relationship??? If you love someone, wouldnt you wanting to know everything about him/her??? Is it my fault to know what is happening to the one I love??? Or in fact, I shouldnt love her at all??? Is it unfair for me when only her, got the right to ask, and me, is the one who should keep silent??? Haiz...When will I found my real princess???
What is family??? Will any parents gives their child tons of pressure??? For goodness sake, I m already an adult!!! Why must she keep controlling me??? I ve got reasonable reasons for everything i do...And I ve got the ability to differentiate what is right, and what is wrong!!! I ve grown up, and I ve thing needed to be done, its impossible for me to be by yourside 24hrs a day!!! I ve tried my best to spent time with them, but why still unsatisfied with it??? As a parent, they should understand that when a child grows, you need to loosen your hand and let them walk alone...What they need is support from parents, not controlling...Parents have the most responsibility to make a comfort family...I know that children has their own responsibility too...But its darn hard for a son to do it without the effort from the elder!!! I m tired, need to take a break!!! Life is too precious to be sacrifices at the moment...She just know how to gamble when faces problems, what about me??? What can I do??? Beat them??? Kick their ass up??? Get rid of them??? Or kill them??? What ever is it, they are still my parents...Without them, I wont be writing this now...Haiz...
I think the best way to solve those is by my leaving...I wanted to go a place where I can go on with my life...Somewhere where I can meet my real princess...Somewhere where I can concentrate on my future...Haiz...Can someone give me advise??? Thanks
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